Buffy: I’m cookie dough. I’m not done baking. I’m not finished becoming who ever the hell it is I’m gonna turn out to be. I make it through this, and the next thing, and the next thing, and maybe one day, I turn around and realize I’m ready. I’m cookies. And then, you know, if I want someone to eat m- or enjoy warm, delicious, cookie me, then that’s fine. That’ll be then. When I’m done.
Angel: Any thoughts on who might enjoy - Do I have to go with the cookie analogy?
Buffy: I’m not really thinking that far ahead. That’s kind of the point.
Angel: I’ll go start working on the second front. Make sure I don’t have to use it.
[starts to leave]
Buffy: Angel. I do. Sometimes, think that far ahead.
Angel: Sometimes is something.
Buffy: Be a long time coming. Years, if ever.
Angel: I ain’t gettin’ any older.I often think of this speech. I feel like Buffy, when she says this whole cookie dough speech. I’m not ready, I’m still cookie dough. One day I’ll be ready, I’ll be cookies. It will be a while from now I’m sure. I do sometimes think that far ahead…and I’d like it to be you who enjoys warm, delicious, cookie me. But you know, I’m trying not to think that far ahead anymore. I’m just going to continue to get through this, and the next thing. One day I’ll be done “baking” and I’ll be ready. When that day comes, if you’re still around, perfect. If you’re not around then that’s okay too because someone else who is right for me will be.
After seeing this episode for the first time I felt in my heart that Buffy would have been with Angel in the future. And right now I’m kinda hoping you’ll be the Angel to my Buffy…
Look at their faces in the fourth gif. They know that what he’s saying is true.
Also, I don’t think Spike has said ANYTHING else on this show with as much conviction and belief as this.
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My friend encourages me to make ridic videos…and she forced me to post this.





